Soothing satisfaction at the end of the day...

I love that time of the day where I get to switch off, unwind, just finish all communications with the world and relax.

I switch the world off and he switches me on.

Undressing, washing, changing into something loose and easily removeable I flop next to him on the sofa, exhausted. I am cleansed and natural, hair loose and wild, naked face. Noone else sees me like this, I am vulnerable, almost child-like.

I move closer to him, letting him know it's ok to enter my personal space. I am sensitive about the immediate space around me, noone enters it without permission. Remnants of long, locked up badness in those boxes at the far corners of my mind prevent movements towards me that I am unprepared for, some parts of me almost ruined.

Broken toy that I am, he is patient and kind and knows my body language. I let him pull me towards him, close into him, snuggled, safe, content.

He slips one hand into my clothes, a familiar movement, not sexual in itself, yet somehow all our touches with each other have the fibres of sexuality entwined with them.

I am laying across him, my head on his chest, his hand gently stroking up my spine, his other hand either laying across me or from time to time, touching my face, stroking my hair.

His need becomes pressing beneath me after a while and I smile to myself. He gives a low huff, something like petulance, and I giggle softly.

We play like this for a time, with soft touches to each other, no more than a few words spoken, just quiet or some background noise to half-focus on.

The motion and feel of his touch on my body lulls me into a drowsy, just before sleep state. Soft, fragile, ready for bed.

He lifts me firmly and we ascend to the room, the shared nest where we meet at the end of each day. Pulling from me gently what little clothes I wear, he places me into bed and joins me there.

I am exhausted but I still want him to take me, he does so... lovingly, thoroughly, ravishingly.

We sleep entangled, the deep sleep of the sated.

Delicious Saturday with D

I spent a wonderful day yesterday in the company of a beautiful, creative, artistic, wonderful woman who shall be named D.

We had been speaking online for a while, progressing to msn and text, the usual. Not merely cyber sex, some power exchange fun and also day to day life chat. She seemed to really care about me and I about her, our lives, so separate but similar in striking ways too.

Sharing a love for the dramatic and theatrical, she realises the importance of romance and emotion.

We both have our men in our lives, but as you will know from reading my past blog posts, there is something missing for a lot of women. Personally I feel a lot more women are bi than they either realise or feel comfortable admitting.

Finally a chance came to actually meet face to face. Nerves struck as usual, about a week before actually. However I have been swallowing them and putting them out of my mind all week until Saturday morning arrived and with it the realisation that I would actually be meeting her. In reality. In the flesh. Our flesh, together.

Mike kindly gave me a lift over to the city of our mutual choice. I sat for a while in the shopping centre cafe, having arrived early, sipping much black coffee in the hope for alertness. Clothes feeling tight and suddenly feeling less than attractive, I gulped it down as the clock ticked round to the selected time.

Finally she texted that she had arrived. I felt cold yet so hot. Contradictory feelings as usual. Confident but shy, self conscious. Hot but freezing. Calm exterior, ruffled and racing inside.

When we finally met I was struck how pretty she is. Tall yes, perfectly so. She looks like a model.. We embraced and her scent sang to me. Mike left us and we made some small talk, leaving the shopping centre cafe to find somewhere more relaxing, an ambient atmosphere. Possibly with alcohol.

Laughing, chatting and giggling down the street I had no idea where I was going. My sense of direction is hazy at the best of times (I got lost in a small shopping centre once, only finding my way out by back tracking the shops I'd been in *blush*) but I was hoping that in such a vibrant city there would be a Wetherspoons or a Yates or somesuch large comfortable bar nearby.

We walked, well, wandered for a while before admitting defeat. Turning heel we saw a Slug & Lettuce so chose to dive in there, despite the busy bustle and the football starting up. D led the way, very confident and striding through the crowds with me loitering and feeling a fool in her wake.

Grabbing a suddenly free table near the bar, I made myself comfortable as we discussed drinks. She removed her jacket and... oh my god. Her dress. My favourite colour, deep red, cut so low, displaying her perfect cleavage and ample breasts to perfection. My breath caught in my throat as I stared, dazed, like an idiot. Rabbit in headlights.

She giggled wickedly and asked (again) what I would like to drink. I muttered the first thing that came to mind, my usual, vodka and diet coke. The waitress who had seemingly suddenly appeared at our table (who could blame her) took the order, mentioned something about doubles and I nodded dumbly. Shit -why did I do that - I'm already feeling fuzzy and I haven't even started yet! D ordered something non alcoholic - what was her plan exactly, I wondered, nervously.

After a while the conversation flowed naturally and we volleyed wit and sparkling humour like the best. The buzz of the bar echoed our enjoyment and the alcohol relaxed me to a more confident feel within myself.

Dispensing with single drinks D ordered a jug of Long Island Iced Tea next. Perfect. A woman that just dives right in. I like that.

The time was spinning out of my control, we only had the afternoon together and I was aware it was slipping away and we hadn't even connected physically yet, no matter how either of us wanted to. I guessed she wanted to. I wasn't sure. I wanted to kiss her but at a table in a busy bar wasn't exactly the best place. I pushed this mental debate down to a quiet murmur in my mind as we finished the last of the cocktail jug (with a laugh - as the last two glasses were pure ice cubes) and it was my turn to choose next.

Gazing at the drinks menu which seemed to melt to a blur of alcoholic themed words in front of me, I picked out a familiar favourite... Italian Kiss.

I did choose it for the Martini involved (we are the beautiful people doncha know *mwah*), not for the urban meaning, which I only found out today! Probably a good job I didn't know that yesterday actually. My confidence would have all but evaporated!

Finally the chat, laughter and alcohol had to come to an end as D needed to leave to avoid traffic and get back home. We sighed and made our way back to the shopping centre where we were both getting picked up ... her by her wandering man (who had been wandering the streets all afternoon to leave us to get on with it -bless) and me by Mike who I would text once ready.

D and I did some final rounds of the shops, the alcohol having soothed us into a comfortable friendly bond now. Still hadn't kissed despite a couple of girly visits to the bathroom together.

We hugged and said goodbye and she made her way back to her car where her man would be waiting. I sat and texted Mike and kicked and cursed myself for not grabbing and kissing her.

Sighing and writing off the afternoon as much fun but possibly a missed opportunity... I made my way round John Lewis in the centre for a final window shop before Mike arrived. Then, a sudden volley of texts between D and I, beginning with her:

'I'm not lost, I'm temporarily misplaced.'

'I wanted to kiss you, but didn't want to freak you out!'

'I'm by GAP... come and kiss me then :P '

It was like a film. I turned on my heel and determinedly strode out of John Lewis, to the sudden startled looks of the Saturday staff and shoppers alike.

She was facing away from me, just having stepped off the escalator there... I grabbed her arm from behind, swung her round and kissed her deeply. I'm sure I could hear the score from Gone with the Wind.

Ignoring the passing groups of whistling, pack animal, lecherous men, shouting lewd suggestions and what they supposedly took for compliments, we broke free for air and smiled at each other.

'I'm glad you found me again.'

'Me too', I replied.

Embracing and kissing for a few minutes more, pulling away to the side of the centre instead of right in the centre of the crowds, we enjoyed a lovely fumble and probing embrace. She tasted delicious. Perfect.

Setting off arm in arm wandering, hazy, not really looking where we were going, I slipped my arm round her every so often and kissed her cheek and shoulder... we didn't want to have to part, it was too cruel.

I spotted Mike waiting for me on the corner, and she too knew she must finally go. I handed over the gifts I had brought for her (sex toys and lube, of course!) and made to separate at last.

With a final kiss we parted ways, promised to meet up again soon - and get a room this time. Not sure why two women kissing in public is seen as dirty yet a man and a woman are seen as romantic. That is a debate for another day, I guess.

The trip home was punctuated not only by sensual and erotic text messages between us, but also highly arousing titanium flicks against my clit from the poor state of the roads. I wasn't complaining ... despite the involuntary moans.

My dreams last night were filled with the taste of her lips. D must stand for delicious, deviant and divine. Perfection.

Can't wait til next time. Thank you D for a beautiful and perfect day.


Cara

xxx

Xcite Nookii In the Mood for Love Box

Nookii In The Mood For Love

I was lucky enough to win this gorgeous gift box from the wonderful people at Xcite, due to a competition they were running on their FaceBook page!

So not only do I have lots of lovely erotic fiction from them but also some gorgeous boudoir sex toys and novelties too!

This set comprises:

Pack of Love Action Cards

Fluffy Pink Blindfold

The Pearl: A chic nodular ended designer waterproof 7 function vibrator for her

The Tickler: A sensual pearly coloured designer sleeve for him

Do Not Disturb Door Sign

This is a sweet & romantic set to buy as either a gift for loved up friends or as a loving treat between couples. I love how the items are presented in a ribbon topped tubular box, very gift-like and well packed inside.

The items enclosed are luxurious and well made. The money's worth is really in the lady's vibrator, which is highly satisfying. 7 functions, powerful vibrations and waterproof sleek design all combine to make this a vibrator that you will love owning and using!

Topping the vibrator and the man's 'sleeve' is a nodular sphere, an unusual addition but one that heightens pleasure play to the max. I would advise you put the sleeve on him when he is hard, it would be too difficult to grapple with the logistics of placing the sleeve on him in any other way!

The vibrator takes two AAA batteries which are easily inserted into the screw off end. Once the cap is returned to place, the vibrator is turned on and off with one end button while the other allows you to scroll through the 7 exciting functions.

The man's sleeve is rubbery and stretchy, a slim latex-style material that stretches to fit any penis size. You can also use this on a finger or two. This can be worn inside out to give the man some very unique sensations too! This is a delightful addition and can be used in many ways, your imagination is your only limit!

The action cards 'bundle' contains an information leaflet on the set, as well as a fold out 'Do Not Disturb' door sign that I will be using plenty in the future especially at my frequent filthy hotel stays!

The action cards contain handy and helpful sensual tips, hints and ideas to really maximise the session for lovers. The 'Mindset', 'In Preparation' and 'Thoughtful Extras' cards are to be read first, these give you all the basic and essential advice and techniques to prepare yourself for a loving, fulfilling experience.

The fold out door sign is small and sweet, using the striking and romantic pink/purple colours of the Nookii company itself.

The blindfold is pink, fluffy on the front side and satin against the eyes, with light padding. The stretchy, scrunchy style back will help to ensure this fits most people and gives a flirty edge to proceedings. Blindfold her and use the Pearl sleeve as a body massager (inside and out) whilst combined with your favourite water based lubricant!

All in all this is a gorgeous, well designed, sweetly packaged romantic gift set that any lovers would be happy to receive.

Click here to buy yours today, or why not check out the rest of the luxurious Nookii range of toys and gifts?

Have fun and stay sexy!

Poem - In Love ( A feeling described)

The dusky pink of twilight
Weaves magic spells
A million stars twinkle brightly
Streams trickle through an evergreen forest
Playful flames of a warming fire
Cast dancing shadows around the glade
Where a sparkling hazy mist resides
Wild horses canter and race
Stopping to nuzzle tenderly
Partaking of rich autumnal fruits
The Septemberly berries
Ripe and gleaming like violet tears
Night descends
The darkness is a comforting blanket
It binds us together eternally.


Cara

xxx

Xcite Books - Hot, Horny Erotica

Just a quick note to update you all on this week's filthy plans! I have some very 'Xciting' news. I will be reading and reviewing books from the fabulous Xcite Books.

If you remember, I already own a book by them: Girl Fun One - Adventures in Lesbian Loving, which I adore.

I have four books/stories that I will be reading, enjoying and reviewing, which are as follows:

Temptations Volume One - Erotic Stories

The Mother of all Hen Nights

Adventures of a London Call Boy

The Greed Jar

Well I'm certainly going to be busy the next few days at least! That reminds me, I must shop for an e-book reader so I can carry the wonderful e-versions of this fantastic looking erotica around with me. Reading it on screen also leaves my fingers free for other things...

Until next time, stay sexy blog angels

xxx